February 2012
37 posts
04/15/08
You being a past tense is something I don’t think I will fully recover from. We all situated our lives around your tragedy but the repercussions are still being felt. Thinking back to it all, I remember once having the ridiculous notion that I would somehow lose you early on. At the time I just blamed it on my neurosis and brushed it off. But here I am, missing you in my life. You would be...
January 2012
75 posts
“We control our thoughts which mean nothing, and not our emotions which mean...”
– Masculin Féminin
“Winded tongue ties from a heatstruck heart.”
– Neon Indian
23
It’s premature and silly but I was left feeling melancholy when I wasn’t carded for the cigarettes and cheap wine the other night…
But one day I’ll reach an age where people will no longer scoff and give me discerning looks for complaining about “feeling old”. Reassuring me that I’m not. Hopefully by then, I’ll feel comfortable enough about age.
